Trembling, tear stained choking on bitterness afraid to sleep demons lying in wait taunting her for a fool chiding her for every well earned tear laughing at her delusions. no kick ass bounce back dime a dozen old news with it graduate of the love ‘em and leave ‘em school of romance, culture shock overtaking a late bloomer, upright and ignorant, acquiring new vocabulary, emotions overwhelming inbred propriety, rational civility, well honed modesty Misplaced passions escaping the iron bars of habitual morality; stored and forgotten, left to ripen, savoring freedom, generating their own brand of courage and strength abandoning common wisdom for the uncommon illogical magnetic pull of forbidden love in faraway places, desire fueled by desire, emotion trumping reality, surreal, the stuff of mid day soaps, bosom baring paperback novels and Shakespearean tragedy.
Last year, before The Spirit of the Goddess claimed a large portion of my psyche, I put together a little video that represented a certain state of mind. Some days I can enjoy it just for the music and the images; other times I can barely watch it because of the strong emotions that are unleashed.
Which reaction did you have? Please leave a comment on the blog.