Ambushed

 steps

the days pass
succumbing to routine,
lulled by the familiar.
quiet mind
stillness of soul  

tonight
missing you
persistent longing
overtaken
overwhelmed

 

ambushed by
emotions
sneaking through
a strengthened connection…
intense steady pull.
 

a sigh of understanding…
resolution does not reside
in avoidance
Open up and
embrace the inevitable.
 

Something Different for this Blog – A Brief Music Video that I Created

Last year, before The Spirit of the Goddess claimed a large portion of my psyche, I put together a little video that represented a certain state of mind.  Some days I can enjoy it just for the music and the images; other times I can barely watch it because of the strong emotions that are unleashed. 

Which reaction did you have?  Please leave a comment on the blog.

Thanks for watching.  TSOTGM

http://youtu.be/5sdZqstpD20

I said I wouldn’t

I said I wouldn’t
So I won’t
I said I wouldn’t bother you
I don’t
 
I said I wouldn’t write to you
I don’t
I said I wouldn’t demand a thing
I don’t
 
I said I’d always be your friend
I am
I said I’d always support your goals
I do
 
I said I wouldn’t interfere
I don’t
I said I’d always remember you
I will
 
I said I’d keep it to myself
I did mostly
I said I didn’t want you
I lied.

Consume Me


Blaze

Devour me

Like the flames lick the tossed sticks of wood in the glowing corner of the darkened room.

Piece by piece I will become a part of you –

fueling you – taunting you – wanting you – wanting you.

Take me apart, put me back together,

infuse my soul with laughter

with tears

with love

with fear.  

with hope

with dreams .

The more I am renewed

the more I will disappear in you. 

All my yearnings point me to you –

all my longings –

my entire being aches to hold you in me and be held.

Heal me

Every kiss

each stroke

will bring life and love and wholeness….